Still, I hold them no ill will. In their situation they each did the best that they could, and at least I can say that I knew who my father was... there are many who can not. But I digress, and will leave it known that my childhood was no worse than many, and I never went hungry, and I was never struck. That is more than I can say for many of the kids who grew up in our trailer park.
I did not have the intellect for school - not to say that I was stupid, but I had to struggle and work hard to pass almost every class. I knew that higher education was not for me, but I had a dream of becoming a self made man by other means. What I lacked in smarts, I would make up for in drive and dedication, and I would see that my name would become known in Starlight Shores. I was not content to let myself sink into the despair of poverty, and the trailer park lifestyle.
I was a kid who dreamed. Not the fluffy dreams of a child who knew nothing of life, but the sort of dreams that grew into plans and actions. I had a paper route, and worked after school at a nearby boarding ranch, mucking out stalls and tending to horses whose rich owners visited them rarely. I fell in love with these magnificent creatures, and learned about their care, and about what made a good line, and what qualities to look for in a racer or a show animal. And I saved every nickel and dime that I scraped together, hoarded every tip, squirreled away every dirty penny I found laying on the ground - and hid it from my mother. Every bit of it was going to pay for my dream.
When I graduated from Gooder Public High School, my parents were not at the ceremony. My father was out on a route, and mother was home passed out. Afterwards, I came home to gather up my few belongings and the money I had been hoarding for so long. I kissed mom's forehead goodbye, tucked 500 simoleons underneath her arm, and set out to seek my dream.
I would no longer be on the outside of the life I wanted, looking in.
It was as if I had taken my first breath.
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